I was so happy, I never wanted to leave that car, it honestly felt like the best dream that I didn’t want to wake up from.
I word-vomited all over you, and you just sat there and smiled that big crooked smile and I felt like it was all going to be okay. But now I am scared that I said too much, and that seeing me hurt you more.
“The years between eighteen and twenty-eight are the hardest, psychologically. It’s then you realize this is make or break, you no longer have the excuse of youth, and it is time to become an adult – but you are not ready.”—Helen Mirren. (via neuers)
I had a dream about you last night, well more like four dreams. You replied to my text and then left a message on my machine. I know how crazy that is, but that was enough. To hear your voice was everything to me. I’m terrified to text you again, I know I will not be that lucky to get a response, but at least a girl can dream, right?
“The truth is that the more intimately you know someone, the more clearly you’ll see their flaws. That’s just the way it is. This is why marriages fail, why children are abandoned, why friendships don’t last. You might think you love someone until you see the way they act when they’re out of money or under pressure or hungry, for goodness’ sake. Love is something different. Love is choosing to serve someone and be with someone in spite of their filthy heart. Love is patient and kind, love is deliberate. Love is hard. Love is pain and sacrifice, it’s seeing the darkness in another person and defying the impulse to jump ship.”—Unknown (via impetrate)